Worried

Here it is Monday night, at 11:59 p.m., and I struggling with this paper. I have so much trouble getting started with this class, I am just scared to death that I am going to fail it again. A writer I am not. My son said when he took English comp in school, he passed and he said all he did was bs alot, I can't even do that. I am so focused on my other class, which is keyboarding, and I am doing better at that because I know about that, I am falling behind in this class. And it doesn't help that Iwait til the last minute, I have tried to make myself do a little bit everyday, but with work and kids and everything in between, it just seems like I don't have enough time to do my work. I don't even go out and have fun. I need some fun in my life right now, maybe that's what I need to do to get myself in a happier mood. Work sure doesn't do it for me and then I have issues with my son and daughter-in-law and they are splitting up and I want to be there for both of them, but I am caught in the middle. It is sad, here I am going on about this insignificant stuff in my life and his life is falling apart right before my eyes and I don't know what to do for him. Hopefully, all this will work out for both of us. I will be able to pass this course and he can get his life back on track. Signing out for today November 2, 2010 at 12:08am.