Excited and Relieved

It's the end and it happened so fast. I am glad it's over because I had such a hard time with this class, but I got over it and I did better this time than the last time. I may not have made an A, but I passed. I have learned alot this time around and I probably could do it again, I mean write another paper. Hopefully, I won't have to because my nerves can't take that again. Well, it has been a better experience this time around and I have learned more this time around. Good Luck to all!

Nervous

Well, we are almost done with this class, and I think I have actually learned more this time than the last time taking this class. Yes, I failed it the first time, I will admit it, I really suck at writing, but at least I gave it a shot. I am feeling nervous, excited, relieved mostly because this class is almost over. I had my fears about this class and math, my worst subjects, but I got through them and I survived. I am feeling somewhat happy, I think I am going to pass both classes, I may not get an A, but I think I will do ok. We will see and this blogging thing isn't too bad, I should keep doing it because its kind of nice we can write down what we are doing or what we are feeling or anything, that is if I can find the time. I am a little nervous about my next two classes, I am not sure what they are yet. But I am sure I will enjoy them. Well I think I am done writing today, I have to get ready for work and get the kids from school in a bit.

Feeling Great Today!

I had a good weekend, mind you I worked Friday and we were slammed. In case anyone doesn't know, I am a cook in a restaurant, and it's the only family restaurant in town and everyone comes there. But, anyway, I was off Saturday night, which I never get Saturdays off and I went to a wedding. My friend at work, her name is Alta and she is great, her sister got married and my other friend and co-worker, April and her daughter, Sarah, when with me and my daughter, Abigail and we had a blast. I haven't had that much in a long time. I never get to go anywhere but work and Wal-mart and occasionally to Eastgate or the mall. But we danced and ate and just had a lot of fun and I hope to do it again. I really need to get out more and just let loose. Now I am doing homework and I am pretty excited, I am going to get all my work done, I hope and get it turned in on time. I really want to pass this class and my other class. I might have my friend, Alta, helped me some with my paper, she is good at that stuff. Not too much help, just her input. Anyway, I will probably do a little more homework and then off to bed, so I can at least get a little sleep.

Happy Today!

It's Tuesday, and I am working on my homework trying to get it all done. Things are going pretty good so far, work and home are good. I just got over being sick, figures this weather is crazy. The kids will be sick next. I can't believe its almost Thanksgiving and then right around the corner is Christmas, I am not ready for that at all. I haven't even started thinking about what I am getting everyone. I try to start my shopping early, but it never happens. I usually wait until the last minute. Most of the time it is the money situation, I never have any. And it's hard buying for 5 kids. It's not so much what to buy them because they are all easy to buy for, again it's the money situation. I always want to make sure that they all have a good Christmas. Classes will be over soon too. Can't believe how fast it went by, it seems like we just started. Well, I think I am done for today, I have more homework to get done. I have to work tonight, so I won't be able to do any then.

Worried

Here it is Monday night, at 11:59 p.m., and I struggling with this paper. I have so much trouble getting started with this class, I am just scared to death that I am going to fail it again. A writer I am not. My son said when he took English comp in school, he passed and he said all he did was bs alot, I can't even do that. I am so focused on my other class, which is keyboarding, and I am doing better at that because I know about that, I am falling behind in this class. And it doesn't help that Iwait til the last minute, I have tried to make myself do a little bit everyday, but with work and kids and everything in between, it just seems like I don't have enough time to do my work. I don't even go out and have fun. I need some fun in my life right now, maybe that's what I need to do to get myself in a happier mood. Work sure doesn't do it for me and then I have issues with my son and daughter-in-law and they are splitting up and I want to be there for both of them, but I am caught in the middle. It is sad, here I am going on about this insignificant stuff in my life and his life is falling apart right before my eyes and I don't know what to do for him. Hopefully, all this will work out for both of us. I will be able to pass this course and he can get his life back on track. Signing out for today November 2, 2010 at 12:08am.