It is 2:10 pm I just got out of the shower and I am getting ready to go to my crappy job that I hate. It used to be fun to go to work, now it sucks but what can I do. I am taking online classes and they seem to be getting harder and there is more work involved. I am falling behind, I turn my work in late, there is just not enough time in the week to get it all done. I feel like just giving up, sometimes I think it would be easier. I just don't know if I am cut out for this college stuff. Then I think about my Wonderful Job!!!, a little sarcasm there, and that makes me want to finish this even more, but sometimes I just think I am not getting it. What to do, what to do. I guess I will figure it out soon enough.

It is 2:45 am on Feb 18, 2010 just got home a little while ago from wal-mart. I got off of work about midnight. Kind of a rough night. We are supposed to have some more snow Saturday, and let me tell you I am so sick of snow, I feel like we are living in Alaska with all this snow. Hopefully spring is right around the corner. I have to get some of the schoolwork done, so I don't fall behind again.